i am hopeless!!!

tomorrow..
i'm not going to school~
when i tell mami that i'm not going to school tomorrow,
mami said i'm getting lazy > <
yes...
i am /.\
i'm also getting collapse...
oh gosh...
this year i'm going to facing spm,
it's great pressure/.\
i can't tahan> <
this exam are very very important...
i have no confidence because i don't like study...
i had been set a target for myself,
but i don't think i can get it...
it's too far for me... i think~
my future are in my hands...
the way to hold my future is... study hard~ > <
my god!!!
i'm still don't have the mood for study...=.=
..............
speechless...
i am hopeless!!!!!