i'm fully disappointed

人生就是在希望与失望当中，完成了成熟的蜕变。

3:01 when i'm still awake...
i'm thinking of my future and at the same time, i found that, my effort was too late...~
i went to school and take my SPM result yesterday...
in fact,i'm not ready yet to face my SPM result~~~~~~ > <
after see my result, i'm totally not satisfied.
i asked to myself,what result i get?! totally not reach my target! gosh~~~~
after that go yam cha with friend,then back home...
when arrive home,grandma asked for my result = = then tell me my yiyi call me..Lol~
mami came back from work at almost 8pm and she also asked for my result../_\
she said,my result is not good enough..Lol /_\
ps: atleast i pass all lo!
around 10pm,dadi call me and asked for my result too..
after i told him, he said: nah! everytime i ask you to study hard and you just didn't listen to me.
my god! i'm know,that was too late!
i super regret le lo...
why can't all of you cheer me up?!= =
i'm freaking dislike my result and the alphabet "E"!
spoil spoil spoil!
hate it! = =
arghhhhhh~~~~ what can i do?!
forget about it? Lol..
hmm...
it's passed, i should face it /_\
so...
the next, should be study hard and plan for my future!
gah yao la! hwiting! gambateh! jia you! > <
i must do it!!! /^\

shakespeare said:
一个最困苦、最微贱、最为命运所委屈的人，只要还抱有希望，便可无所怨惧。
love this sentence very much...~